我爱的人。。。她已有了爱人。。。

well, as the title shows, she found her mr right. it saddens me alot. i'm trying to be happy for her but i just can't. i'm lost. totally lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what am i supposed to do?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?

i've always told people that now isn't a right time to go through all these. i've always questioned people what are they trying to prove? i've always asked the purpose of them going through it. and now i'm into this myself. wtf?!?!? what's wrong with me?!?!?!?!?

anyway, it's not the end of the day. maybe i'll go for a dip, clear my mind. no high speed adventure this week...